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i try to avoid my inner soul for it shows me how unworthy this self.
it makes me down and  inspires me to write bad things about myself and spread it shamelessly to the world.
pierce this poetic heart and drown all these sick emotions with its blood.
im not gonna hear no more all of these voices inside my head.
all the dreams that i forever hoped for are all gone.
i wanna drown myself with fear so i cant moved on for i cant be able to control myself.
kill me before i can stuff and lose you.
then be proud and glorify for its the end of all those turbulent years.

now its nearing its end, the summer with a lot to remember…
be it drunk, stoned  or just wandering around with a hazy mind…
all had been fun and well, be it the sounds you hear, the sights you see, the odor you smell or that strange feeling when you’re chillin’  around  in those  new places…
i hate to say this, but the places where you’ve poured your soul into always eats a little part of you…
it eats you heart like a love lost that you wanna go back there to relive the memories you poured selflessly with all you heart and soul…….even though the thing is all gone and forever a memory to cherish and remember when you’re down and alone…

i don’t  mind  losing  all those wonderful  things  that happened throughout this wonderful summer…if the world won’t bless it to me…
be it sad or happy…it will always be a lasting memory to cherish…
because the more we live, the more we learn, the more we know…
the more we give, the more we love, the more we grow…
the more we fear, the more we lie, the more we hide…
we should be able to let go…

"we float and we smoke in the air of love"

UG SA DIHANG………………………

char! char! char!

hehehe

once in ur life u were high
but in lots of chances u were down

what d hell have i…
it always feels this way when ur floatin around for a couple f days
ur happy, ur sad, u just dont know who u are anymore…
ur too lazy…but laziness s ur sure way to sadness and then once again n ur life u feel alone…betrayed and raped by the very thing that brings u the joy of this material world…u wana grab a bottle…grab a soul…betray and rape them so to make them feel like you do… then u can call them soulmates and all of u rule the little world uv created…

and ul be called a beast by makin them like u do…they feel raped and touched by something evil…doesnt even knowing that  they  are really  the ones making u one  hell f a wicked person…they wana crucify u and before even they take u there…u feel ashamed and unworthy in ur own little sick world n u wana slit ur throat…whores f the world unite….die die die

id rather be a beast than to be good and eaten by the beast in you!

pls offer me ur honesty… because…

"I ONLY WANT THE LOVE IN YOU"

CHAR!

www.char.com/charness

hehehe! jok rato haü
lami lang e suwat kay wa lingaw!

it’s so hard, i can’t barely find my way
it’s so hard to get out from me
i’m too far, relieving all my sorrows
too far away i’ve cried enough completely

i’m so high, i can’t believe in something
i’m so high never know what’s real
i’m to fall all over in your arms
slave my soul a prisoner in your garden

i’m messed as you
i’m just human sold as me

i don’t mind forever drowned in sadness
my only soul it ruined all of my sanity
you all know my dreams it harvests all of myself
sad, it stings like body piercing needles,
ruled my heart

na lazy ko ron
cge lang kog inom
wa na kaayo ko mo trabaho sa recording studio ( tnx kaayo joebri for being busy2x “mao ni cya ang bisrock king of engineers” hehehe)
just mixing some stuff for cdmc

but this february ill b back with my old busy2x sked
ill b doing final mixes for cdmc
then sheila n d insects will b recording 1 song for the apo tribute compilation 2
den missing felimon n mantequilla will do their stuff as well
ill b accepting night skeds for recording with me as engr ( kana kung d nasad ko ma lazy ( joebri nasad hehehe)

so dili sa ko ninyo ma kit an sa pump, kasadja ug uban pang ma law ay nga lugar bwahahaha
kung ganahan mo makig jam suroy lang mo sa studio kay daghan red horse didto

aw mo laag diay gpon ko ug mga combo2x place like vudu, formo,handuraw, outpost ug uban pa hehehe

cya pepz

For the month of may til first week of juneü band recording is ambassadorsü
for the rest of july is stagecrewü
fans and friends of the said bands can hang out there f u likeü
guys bring lots of beerü
girls just bring yourselfü be sure to look prettyü
heheheü

still busy at zzubu recording studioü
bands tracking are powerspoonz, mantequilla, spirals (produced by jerros of sheila and the insects), caviarsweet…we also began mixing some of the tracks for these bandsü
oh and some one night stands…
finished last night in one song one session only was mr. deeds.. a couple days back scapula with 2 songs…

tommorow night ill be playing a gig with uno at antonio’s grill… did i get the name right?…its in country mall daw…

lets drink this weekend…
beep me pepz…
hehehe…

concepted ang showü